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December 4, 2008
so if everything is bad and you’ve got nothing left. you do. you might as well be happy. when all this worldly crap fails you, you feel hopeless. i sure do. i’m focussing on the wrong things. sometimes crawling into a little ball and crying and do nothing sounds like a great idea. it sure does to me. sometimes i dont want to try anymore. whats the point? im depending on this earth. ew. that disgusts me. my heart is searching, trying to find the right road; but my head is lost in this world. im searching for something that im not finding. maybe it doesnt even exsist. give up lauren. stupid stupid girl.
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heres a pointer. evertime u feel like that just think wats gonna happen at the end, great accomplishments will happen u will feel more free and rdy to do greater things in life. all ur fighting for always pays off, just think that.
c.m.